I’ve been trying to stray.
Trying to stray from my heart and what it feels,
But you are still there.
Woven into the depth of every nerve, every sight and every thought.
I haven’t left you, I haven’t gone away.
But I can not come closer.
I can not accept you into my thoughts.
Let our subconscious speak in the way it always has, let that be enough for us both.
For now, I’m finally feeling free.
Transitions have become too difficult to bare.
I can not change, so I will wait for that feeling that can not be forced; acceptance.
I have chosen this body now, and I will fight with every breath.
Just allow me that air.
-@little_speaks
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